It Ain't Easy Being Me

I believe, there are two sides for every story. You may see the better side of me, but you may not see the ugly side of me.

Some people told me that I look fun. My life is just fun, I don't seem to have any unhappy moment, I don't seem to have any pressure. Maybe you are right, maybe you are wrong.

Yes, I might look happier than anyone else, but me, also a human, has my own hard times too. I won't show my sad face to my friends, because I know, they don't deserve it. It is not their fault to make me sad, so why should I show them the sad face? I'm sad is my problem. I will fix my things right by myself. If I really need advices, then only I will approach my friends. I won't disturb my friends just for a simple mess that I've done. My life is my responsibility. My friends don't deserve the mess that I've done.

What I'm trying to say here is, I'm tired seeing my friends being sad all the times. No, I'm not saying you cannot sad, but to control. You can approach me to help, but I can't help you every time. How long do you expect me to help you? 10 years? Your entire life? Come on, you should try to solve thing by yourself. We are not 3 or 5 years old kids. We've grown up!

I'm honour that you all come to me for help. Definitely, I will help if I can, but I can't always do that for you. Do you want me do decide for your wedding as well? Learn to solve thing by yourself. If it failed, try again. Nothing is perfect during the first try.

Chee Hsien